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A real punch to the gut today, carpets for flat are going to cost £250. For fucking carpets?!?! I can buy two televisions for that. Have applied for a community care grant because I simply don't have the money. Already in tears and about ready to give up on the whole thing if I can't get help with the costs.

Will also see about a budgeting loan at the jobcentre on Monday as an alternative/backup.