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Jul. 31st, 2013 09:57 amFeeling awful, it could be just one of my fortnightly days wjere I have no energy and it's a struggle to stay awake (despite them upping my levothyroxine a while back, I still get bad days) or it could be I missed two doses of mirtazipine due to me cocking up the renewal.
I cocked up the renewal due to stressing out over job center stuff. I've got a job interview on Friday for a job I don't particularly want, but I'll go in and see what happens. UNfortunately I've also got a "dry run" tomorrow morning with my job center advisor which I'm stressing out about a hundred times more than the actual interview.
I wanted to tell him to get stuffed, but so paranoid that the slightest refusal to do something will result in my benefits getting suspended (yay for the demonisation of the unemployed by the government and media) that I was too scared to say no.
I cocked up the renewal due to stressing out over job center stuff. I've got a job interview on Friday for a job I don't particularly want, but I'll go in and see what happens. UNfortunately I've also got a "dry run" tomorrow morning with my job center advisor which I'm stressing out about a hundred times more than the actual interview.
I wanted to tell him to get stuffed, but so paranoid that the slightest refusal to do something will result in my benefits getting suspended (yay for the demonisation of the unemployed by the government and media) that I was too scared to say no.
