Still at home...

...still feeling pretty unwell. Am waiting for the doctor to phone as they picked up something in my tests but stuff was sent off to another unit so full results aren't back yet. It's still looking like a kidney infection or closely related thing right now, but will hopefully know sometime this afternoon.

Have caught up on some telly, really enjoying The Flash and Gotham and going to try and get some Sleepy Hollow watched today.

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So no sign of kidney infection or infection of anything attached to it, which is great and all but leaves me here, unwell, with a pain in my side and no idea if I'm going to get better any soon. I've been intears several times this week, terrified that this is just showing me I just can't deal with full time employment, that I'm never going to feel healthy and that I should jut give up fighting.

I'm determined to get back to work tomorrow, bloody determined. I just feel like everything's falling apart and I can't cope.